PROLOGUE
Otto is a boy who was
brought up by his uncle
Jefferson. He became orphaned and lost his parents when he was
just seven years old.
He had a lot of difficulty in all subjects in his school, and because of this, he was threatened with repeating one more school year. His uncle was quite a lone man and enjoyed spending most of his time reading scientific books.
One day, he
researched owls.
He discovered that they were the symbol of wisdom.
Owls, he found out, were as wise as any genius on
Earth. After making this discovery, Jefferson decided to do a risky experiment involving an owl and his own nephew, Otto.
My parents' wake was
one of the moments that I could never forget. I was just a little boy of
seven when I received the tragic news about the car accident. It killed my parents. Thus it made me an orphan so early and I became a very lonely boy.
My parents’ death didn’t leave me any choice in
life. I was taken by my Uncle Jefferson to live with
him in his humble home in a small town. At this time, my uncle was only 30
years old and he hadn't started a family as yet, and even to this day he has not married or
had any children.
His house was messy; clothes were scattered
around the rooms in his house. On the living room couch there were hundreds of books, most of
them were scientific.
"Welcome to your
new home, boy!" He said, strongly rubbing the top of my head with his
hand.
I looked up at his face very seriously while I was holding a toy car that I had received as a gift from my father when I had turned seven years of age.
"Will I live
here forever?" I asked him seriously.
He raised his
eyebrows and smiled almost blandly at me, then explained to me, " Not forever. One day you will
grow up and have a much better home than mine."
I looked at the four
dark, dusty corners of his house. His residence was in urgent need of a broom,
a cleaning cloth and someone who had
a willingness to face a rigorous housecleaning routine in that house.
My poor uncle. He was not a pig, but it seemed that he was living in a
pigsty.
I started attending a
new school. It was not situated so close, but then also not very far, maybe fifteen minutes from my new residence.
I always went to
school, walking on foot and came back home, also walking on foot every day.
Until the day my uncle fixed up an old bike and gave it to me as a gift on my tenth birthday, I walked. From that day on I rode my bike.
He was proud of
himself for gifting me with that bike. Uncle Jefferson had painted it in black. It was a different bike
because he had customized it with cheap pieces. Everything had come from different bikes and was put together on mine.
I would make use of
my bike until I completed high school.
"Wow! Thanks
Uncle Jeferson!" I thanked him and grabbed my bike's handlebars the day he gave it to me. "Now I will get to school faster."
My uncle practically lived locked up in a closed room which he
had set up as his office. There were several research
books, a microscope and a monocle.
Sometimes it seemed
he was wacky, with his tousled hair and also his glasses which always sat slanted on his face.
He never talked about
having a wife and children. I believe that his scientific research was more important to him than a real family in his life.
"How are you
doing in school?" He asked me as soon as I
sat at the table at dinner one time. There were few items on dining table.
"The school master said I'm bad in every subject," I confessed to him.
I sadly looked down
at the dining table and plaid tablecloth
which seemed to sometimes move before
my eyes.
Scrambled eggs and
pasta were our routine meals.
My uncle pulled a
chair and sat down beside me. His fingers stroked my head. "Do not be sad. Are you having difficulty in learning
the subjects?"
I nodded my head, telling him 'yes'. I crossed my arms on the
table and leaned my chin on the back of my hands. My eyes were sad and gloomy. I wanted to be a smart kid like many others in my school.
"I swear I try
to learn everything, but I cannot."
A tear slowly fell
down my face and my uncle hugged me tightly.
The window curtain shook
after the gentle wind moved through it.
"Do not cry,
Otto! I swear that I will solve this problem," my uncle informed me with his heart bleeding. He did not like to see me
sad or depressed because of my limitations in learning at school.
From that day, my
uncle started to search through some books and he found out about the mythology of owls. He found that they were considered
to be a 'symbol of wisdom.'
He spent several
sleepless nights, as he had been reading and rereading books about the owls, while I slept in my bedroom.
Then one night my uncle looked at the
image of an owl in a book. He removed his glasses from his face and said to
himself in an audible voice, "I have an idea!"
He started to hunt
owls at nighttime in a forest next to our house. It took about a few weeks to finally get one of them.
As soon as he managed
to capture that live bird, he brought it in a black bag and placed it inside an iron cage.
The next day, I saw
that perfect animal with its
yellow eyes.
"What is this,
Uncle Jefferson?" I asked him. I felt a little scared with it all.
He smiled at me and
said, "This is an owl. I
captured it last night."
I looked back at the
owl and she looked at me. Then the owl
flew inside the cage and I got a tremendous shock which made my heart leap with more intensity.
"I am afraid of her, Uncle Jefferson."
I ran to the wall
beside me.
"Do not be
afraid, Otto. One day you will be just like her!"
I looked up at my
uncle's face. "How so? Someday I'll be like her?"
"You'll have the
wisdom of an owl and you'll never be prejudiced in any subjects at your school.You'll be the
smartest schoolboy and admired in your
school so much."
"But how will I
get to be as smart as the owls?" I insisted.
"I will find a
way to make this possible, Otto. And I will do this to help you."
His hand lightly
touched my shoulder.
"Believe
it!"
"All done! Sit
here, Otto!"
Uncle Jefferson
ordered me to a chair while he was standing
in his office. I sat on a chair beside his
desk.
The cage was on the
table and the owl was in it. She was flying from one side to the other. She looked restless in her obligatory prison.
On the table I could see a syringe and gloves.
I confess that when
my eyes saw the syringe, my stomach
suffered a nervous flutter. Then I started getting pale.
"Why is this syringe here?" I asked him.
My uncle looked
kindly at me and smiled quietly at me, answering my question. .
"Do not be
afraid, boy! This is just a syringe."
"Yeah, but why
is it here?"
My eyes became
larger, the fear had changed the expression on my face.
Uncle Jefferson held
my hand strongly.
"Otto, do you
trust me?"
His eyes sought an
answer from me as he attentively stared at my face.
"I think that
... ... yes."
My face was still
pale.
"So do not ask
me questions and let me finish my work."
He turned his back to
me and walked to the iron cage. Then he caught the owl between his enormous fingers. Uncle Jefferson
caressed the animal for a few moments, showing her was not going to hurt her.
Shortly thereafter he
held the syringe in his right hand.
The owl let out a slight shriek as soon as the syringe needle
penetrated her skin. I watched as part of her dark blood came into the syringe.
Uncle Jefferson put
the owl back into her cage. He looked at me and smiled calmly. But the syringe was still
in his right hand. Soon after, he picked up a transparent bottle and
the syringe absorbed all the blue liquid contained in it.
The owl's dark blood
had been mixed with the blue liquid. This blue liquid was a formula that my uncle had developed
in the course of his nocturnal searches.
He walked toward the
chair that I was still sitting. His right hand gently reached my right shoulder.
"Now it's your
turn," he said to me and held out his hand.
"Give me your
arm!"
My eyes became bigger
after hearing his words. I stared at him with no
courage to do what he was suggesting to me.
"My arm?"
I questioned him without thinking of anything else.
"Yes, your
arm." His voice was low and decisive.
"What will you
do with my arm?"
I tried to embrace my
own body while I was in my old clothes. I had no person to ask for help except myself. I needed to feel safe at that moment.
Uncle Jefferson got a
tired expression and then he sighed, staring at his office ceiling.
He stared back at me,
uttering something.
"Otto, if you
really trust me, you will place your arm in my left hand now."
His voice became
hard. He was losing patience with me.
I looked at the owl
in her cage. She watched me just as I had observed her some minutes before. Maybe she was feeling sorry
for me. The cause for my discomfort was that I would be the next one to be experimented on with the syringe and the contents in it.
Slowly, I placed my right arm in my Uncle Jefferson's left hand.
He squeezed my forearm and my vein bulged.
A small moan left my
lips as soon as the syringe’s needle pierced my skin. Uncle Jefferson pushed all the owl's blood contained in the
syringe into my blood vessel.
He removed the needle
from my arm as soon as all the owl's blood
had found its way into my body.
"Ready!"
He smiled softly at
me and kissed the top of my head, exclaiming, "You're an obedient and brave boy!"
"What will
happen to me after this?"
"I do not know
yet." He stared at me. "This
is only an experiment. You're feeling something different in your body?"
"No, I'm just a
little sleepy. "
"Then go to your
bed, I'll be watching you." He smiled at me. “If you need me, I'll be close by."
A few hours later, I
opened my eyes and saw my room's ceiling gyrating above me. Everything was dark and I felt quite agitated.
I tried to squeeze my
bed's mattress with my fingers, but they were numb. I could barely feel my body. It seemed I was levitating.
"UNCLE
JEFFERSON!" I shouted out desperately.
He came running from
the living room and passed through my room's door with urgency. He looked euphoric. His bare feet left marks on the floor. His newspaper
fell from his fingers and it sprawled on the floor.
"What happened, boy? Aren't you feeling
well?"
His hand touched my
right arm and my temperature was normal.
"I am feeling
great!" I said looking at my room's ceiling.
Uncle Jefferson's
eyes widened as he looked at my face and saw my eyes rolling. They had changed color. They were yellow with huge,
black eyeballs.
My eyes became
identical to the eyes of the owl.
" Oh My God! It
worked!" Exclaimed Uncle Jefferson
quite thrilled. He removed his glasses from his face and smiled with relief at me.
"It worked my
boy!"
Ten years later ...
At the school entrance,
I walked in a carefree manner to my destination. I was going toward the main gate of the educational institution.
I was in my black pants and my black
sneakers. My eyes were under my
sunglasses, which never left my face. I carried a stack of books under my left arm. That was a punishment that a large majority of
students had to pay while attending school; supporting the weight of their textbooks every
day of the week.
The day was hot, but
my dark clothes made my body feel even more heat. My black hair matched my
clothes and my pale skin look especially white.
Looking ahead, I saw
several schoolgirls walking in front of me. They were also going towards the front gate of
our school. None of them seemed to be in
a hurry to find their classrooms.
Suddenly a group of
girls looked back over their shoulders when they heard another young girl
screaming desperately. She had black, curly hair and rosy skin.
"Oh my God! I
forgot my math book in the school bus!"
She turned her body
back and ran hastily.
Right at that moment her delicate body
collided with mine. She slowly looked up and was met with my serious face staring down at her. The girl looked into my sunglasses.
Her books fell on the
floor. I bent my body, trying to get to the floor before her and tried to help her pick up her
books. But she unexpectedly raised her body and the top of her head
hit the tip of my nose. My sunglasses jumped off my face and fell to the ground.
She jumped again when
she realized she had collided with me once more. This time she had hurt my nose and also removed my sunglasses from my
face.
"So-rry!" She exclaimed and touched her fingers on her lips. She looked to me like she was dying of shame.
"My glasses!
Where are they?"
I kept looking at the
ground all the time trying to avoid allowing her to look into my eyes. I gently rubbed my nose's tip. The site was sensitive
after the wallop.
I figured that my
nose would bleed at that time. And that would not be a funny thing.
She noticed that I
was having some difficulty trying to find my own glasses on the floor. This girl with curly hair bent
and finally got my blessed,dark glasses.
"Here they are," she affirmed, getting up and standing before me. I stood looking down at the
ground as the girl tried to look into my eyes.
"Thank you!"
After I thanked her I immediately put my glasses over my eyes and walked on, keeping a distance from that
catastrophic, tacky girl.
Her boots, short barrel style in brown, were horrible and they
didn't match her plaid pleated skirt. Over and above her white blouse she wore a black vest. The bun on top of her head made her look no more than ten years old. I figured that no school guy would want her as a girlfriend or even as a classmate.
Beside tacky, she had
an exact talent for wounding people.
She collected her
books from the floor and ran toward the school bus, which was parked across the
street in front of our school.
Math class
Students were still
looking for places to sit. The teacher was impatient at his students, as he
wanted to start his school day.
I sat in the last
chair in the classroom corner and a boy with his red hair and brown eyes sat in
front of me.
Finally, the kitschy
girl was the last student to enter the classroom. She had her stack of books sandwiched between her thin
arms and her breasts, even pushed out by the
books, were not so ample.
She elongated her
neck as a giraffe would and looked for a place to sit. Then she saw an empty seat in the fourth
row.
Before sitting in her
hard seat, she laid her books on her desk and looked back over her shoulder,
observing the students around her. Her dark eyes stared at my
face with my sunglasses on.
She had noticed that
I was the guy she had presented with a blow on the nose. Her brow furrowed at me and then she looked back ahead, finally sitting in her blessed
seat.
The math teacher introduced himself to his students in their last year
of high school.
His name was Tadeu.
He was a man in his
forties with a moustache and thin beard. His skin was clear and he wore
a navy blue shirt with white stripes.
For his age, he had a fit
body, ie, his belly was not huge like many men in his agegroup.
Professor Tadeu
looked into the face of every student
in the classroom, trying to become familiar with each of them. But this brown
colored eyes stopped in my direction.
His hands were into
the pockets of his brown linen pants. After a modest few seconds he finally exclaimed in a determined manner, "You, with your sunglasses!"
I kept staring at him
seriously and all the students looked back in my direction.
"Do not think
that you will attend my classes imagining you are sitting at the edge of the pool!"
Laughs emerged from the four corners of the
classroom and they began to gradually increase. The teacher seriously looked at each of them.
"I do not want
my class to become the target of laughter!"
Students looked
forward and became serious again, containing their desire to laugh some more. I stood looking at my teacher standing in front of blackboard. He looked
back at me, looking even more serious. Imagining that his rigid posture could intimidate me at once he said, "Young man, I command
you to take off your sunglasses now!"
I looked to one side
and turned to look at the math teacher again, saying to him with a soft but audible voice, "Mr. Tadeu, I cannot attend your classes without my
glasses."
"Why?" He
removed his hands from his pockets and crossed his arms over his chest.
"Explain this to me, young fellow."
"I’ve been wearing these glasses since I was
ten. Actually, I have a lot of difficulty
in seeing during the daytime. This is a genetic problem, 50% of my family
suffer from this deficiency too."
The other students were totally silent in the classroom. Mr. Tadeu seemed to soften his stance toward me.
"Okay. I
will continue our lesson and at the end of our class, I want you to meet me in my office.”
All the students turned to look at
me again. I looked to one side and agreed with my math teacher, just nodding my head slightly at him.
I stopped walking in
front of a wooden door. On it there was a white plate with the words:
TEACHER TADEU
"ENTER!"
A male voice came
from behind the office door, after hearing someone tapping it.
I opened the passage
carefully before me and walked through it still holding my books. Then I closed the office door
behind me.
I looked ahead and
saw Professor Tadeu, sitting in his black leather chair in front of his wooden
table. On it was a calendar, a
telephone, red and blue pens and also files of some students of the school.
I believe one of
those files was mine.
"Sit down, boy!" He ordered me, motioning to a black chair in front of his desk. I sat down
slowly and kept silent. I rested my books on my knees and looked toward Mr. Tadeu.
He rested his elbows
on his desk and touched his hands to his lips, making a pyramid shape in length between his elbows and his
slim lips. His breath alleviated a
little of his stress and then he
started speaking in a prudent voice.
"Otto CORIN, I am sorry for your vision
deficiency, but I cannot allow it, a student to attend my lessons with sunglasses."
"Teacher Tadeu,
I cannot remove my glasses from my eyes. I need them like you need your textbooks to make your
math classes happen.”
He glanced to the side and shook his head at what seemed to be nothing. My words hadn't yet had a more serious effect on his objection.
Tadeu looked at my
face and I realized that my sunglasses bothered him even outside of his math
classes.
"Looking at you
with these glasses, I see a spoiled boy trying to have fun with my benevolence."
"Believe me,
Professor Tadeu. I cannot take off my glasses. I can’t see anything without them
and I also..."
I paused.
He looked at me with
determination, hoping I would keep talking to him.
That's what I did.
"I don't want
people to see my... eyes ... "
His forehead suddenly acquired two horizontal
lines.
What the hell was I
saying?
"What is
abnormal about your eyes?"
He insisted, showing
he was more malleable.
I lowered my head and
looked down at the clear floor of his office. My black tennis shoes slid across
the surface with less impact.
I continued trying to explain to him.
"They are
horrible ..."
"Show me!" Professor
Tadeu ordered.
"I can’t... ..." My voice sounded fragile.
"Show me, boy! Or you will be
suspended from my classes until I actually see your eyes."
I looked up at his
face, put my right hand over my glasses and slowly removed them from my eyes.
At that moment, teacher Tadeu got
a look of horror as he was looking at my eyeballs.
My eyes were gray and
swollen, with dark circles around them. It was as if I hadn't slept for centuries.
"I do not want
people to see this."
I informed him of my wishes, putting my
sunglasses over my eyes again.
I was in my room,
lying on my single bed, listening to the melody of Lacuna Coil band.
Rock and Roll was my favorite style of music.
My head was resting
on my left arm. My other hand was knocking on my stomach as I tried to follow the rhythm
of Lacuna Coil Band's music with my own fingers.
Uncle Jefferson gently knocked on my bedroom door and
then he entered my room. I looked over and saw him sitting in a chair near my
window.
"How was school
today?"
"I always hear
this question from you every time I start my school year."
He smiled at me,
agreeing with my statement. "I worry about you. I think of you as a son. You know that."
His fingers touched,
shaping a spider web.
I looked down at my
stomach. At that time I was shirtless. My pale skin needed to get some sun with urgency.
"If I say it was
good, it comforts you?"
"Yes, it
comforts me." He looked at me
lying in bed. "But I know that everything did not go well."
I looked to one side
and saw him sitting in the dark chair. "How do you know that?"
"I do not need
to guess it, Otto." He looked up.
"Every year you get in trouble at school because of that your abnormal ways."
I sat up in bed and
looked down at my legs.
"Yes, it's
true."
I looked up and
stared into my uncle's face.
"Today I had a
damned day." I looked around and saw the dark walls. "I had barely arrived at the school when a tacky girl simply
collided with me."
" And that
wasn't good?" My uncle had scoffed. "The girl is cute?"
“I believe that the vocabulary 'tacky' answers
your question.”
"You never have
luck with the girls! " He muttered.
“You just cannot resemble
your uncle here and live alone for the rest of your life."
He joked again.
"Uncle, can I
keep talking?" I asked seriously as I was staring at him.
Uncle Jefferson shut
up, so I kept telling him about my student life that morning.
"So the tacky
girl hit her head on my nose and my glasses fell from my face. This was a
tremendous disaster! She is a constant danger!"
"Hmm, I see you hate the tacky girl."
"Yeah, I always
avoid being around people who show constant danger to me."
"Did something
else happen beyond your disastrous encounter with the tacky girl?"
"My math teacher
called me into his office, informing me that I couldn't attend his math classes any
longer if I wore my dark glasses during his lessons."
My uncle furrowed his
brow at me. "What did you say to him?"
"I told him the same story I’ve told since I was ten, that is,
I cannot be without my sunglasses because I suffer from a genetic
disease."
"And did he
believe you?" Uncle Jefferson asked me.
"Yes, but after
I removed my glasses from my eyes."
Uncle Jefferson
immediately got up from the chair.
"You didn’t say anything about the experiment ...,did you?
I interrupted him.
"Of course not."
I walked down the
hallway of my school. Several students passed me.
I was in my black clothes, my sunglasses were on my face and I also carried my textbooks, as always.
I stopped in front of
my locker in the school,
turned the key and opened it. Then I grabbed my dark swimming clothes.
I realized that
someone stood next to me. It was my classmate who always sat at his desk in front of mine.
His voice became impatient
as he gave two punches on his locker.
"Damn! This damn locker won’t open!"
I looked to one side
and saw him turning his key from side to side. Then another punch shook the
surface of his locker next to mine.
"Shit!"
I looked over and saw
his nervous fingers on his locker key.
"Turn twice to
your right and one to your left."
The boy with red hair
and brown eyes looked at me surprised. "Are you talking to me?"
I looked around and spoke to him seriously.
"Is anyone else
here having trouble with opening a locker besides you?"
He smiled at me.
"All right, I'll try to do what you told me."
The boy turned his
key twice to his right and then he turned it once to his left. His eyes became
bright when he opened his locker door and saw his swimming clothes.
"Guy, you are a
genius!"
He squeezed my right shoulder. I made grimaces. I did not find anything satisfying about being embraced by a man.
"How did you do
that? Tell me! This is a trick?"
He questioned me, freeing my right shoulder after that.
A suffocating voice
inside me said, "Thank God!"
I said to him ironically, "That was just a guess."
I stared walking
away, holding my swimming clothes. He came walking quickly behind me. He was also holding his rubber
clothes.
"You should play
the lottery. Who knows, you may become a millionaire. And
you will no longer need to attend
this damn school."
I shook my head at everything he said, disagreeing with his
idiocy.
"I have no gifts
with the game of
chance."
I kept walking on and
he followed me.
"My name is Hugo
Chavana. And yours?"
"Otto
Corin."
"Hello, Otto Corin! I believe we
can be great friends of luck!" He joked in humor.
I continued on seriously and in silence.
"I usually do
not have friends," I said to him then.
He shrugged his
shoulders and stopped walking behind me. I kept walking and told him without
looking back at him,
"Hugo Chavana
... I think you forgot to close your locker.”
The fire-red haired
boy scratched his head and looked back toward the male dressing room. He saw his locker and it was indeed open.
"Wow ! What a
weird guy!"
Swimming lesson
All the students from my class were
around the pool while the teacher was talking to us in a haughty voice. He was explaining how to dive properly and keep the breath correct for a long
time under water.
The teacher required
all students to enter the pool, one at a
time. Everyone had to dive in and hold his or her head under water for as long as each student could.
The first one to do
so was a boy with brown hair. He had managed to remain two minutes underwater. Shortly thereafter, he ordered another student to do the same, and another and so
on.
My turn came. I entered the pool with my
black rubber clothes. The water was cold, but agreeable.
I dove with my
sunglasses still on my face. The blue water of the pool
covered my whole body.
Minutes later, I
raised my head over the level of the pool water and the teacher standing around
the pool shouted at us all, "10 Minutes! Congratulations, boy! Up till now no one has managed to stay more than
two minutes under the water."
I stepped out of the
pool and my class mates looked at me with astonishment. They were stunned
with my ability. The red-haired boy smiled and winked at
me.
"This is my
friend, Otto!" He exclaimed
proudly.
"Now it's your
turn!" The teacher said looking at the tacky girl.
She shrugged her
shoulders and looked down at the pool
water but she looked quite
frightened.
" Me? Te .. a
...cher?"
"Yes, you
lass."
She looked back at
the pool water and walked slowly toward it. It was clear that the blue water scared her. She was not comfortable with so much water all in one place.
I stood looking at
her back as she took some slow steps toward the pool. Then she stopped at
the edge of the pool and stared at the blue water. It was obvious she was trying to get the courage to
jump into it.
Saying quietly to
herself, "Have courage, girl! You can do it!"
She closed her eyes and jumped into the pool with her
arms glued to her stomach. Her body disappeared into the pool water.
One minute passed by
... two minutes ... three minutes ... ...
The teacher was
looking at his stopwatch in his hand.
"She is doing
well!" He murmured.
It was four minutes later and the
tacky girl still had not pointed her
head out of the water of the pool.
Something was wrong, I imagined.
I looked down at the
blue water of the pool and did not see any movement from the girl. Then I shouted desperately at everyone, "She is
drowning!"
I did not think of anything else and jumped into the
water and swam to the pool bottom. My sunglasses were fixed to my face. Then I
saw something that looked like coral at the bottom of the swimming pool. It was the color of the tacky
girl's swimming clothes.
My arms encircled her body and I pulled her
back up to the water level. She was
completely unconscious as she had swallowed a lot of water.
I got out of the
pool, carrying her in my arms. All the other students approached us. The gym teacher looked desperate and ran his
hand through his hair in growing nervousness. That had never happened during
his swimming lessons - an accident involving a drowning with one of his students in the school.
I laid the girl's
body down on the pool’s edge. She was completely
unconscious. Her wet, heavy hair was glued to
the ground. Her arms were open and limp on the ground.
At that moment I
knelt beside her body. The teacher knelt on the other side and began trying to
revive her, strongly pressing her chest with his hands.
After a few attempts,
she coughed up water plenty of times and
slowly opened her dark eyes. Then she could see the daylight, that is, she was
back to life. Her eyes rolled to one side and she saw my sunglasses. Then she saw the face of our
teacher and also all the students standing around her.
Our teacher held her
quite thrilled and relieved. He loudly exclaimed,
"Thank God you're alive, girl!"
I sighed, relieved too. I knew I had saved the life of this girl only with my intuition.
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